Well, I guess there's one thing that you can say about me; I'm not much of a blogger. Personally, I find it time consuming and boring, and also because I feel like no one really cares about what I have to say, but thought I might give it another shot. It might feel different for me this time around, I guess we'll find out.
Seeing as my last post was about two years ago, I have found myself getting more depressed with where my personal goals haven't taken me. I have only myself to blame because I become too content with stability and really hate change and because I'm also a little lazy. I hope for things instead of actively pursuing them, because pursuing them means I have to make an effort to put myself in a situation that I'm afraid I'll become uncomfortable with or facing some kind of rejection. I feel like George McFly - "I just don't think that I can take that kind of rejection." I am trying to push through this though. Lately, I'd say that I've been doing pretty well. I enrolled in an acting course last fall and even did a play for a co-worker for his college theater class. Needless to say, I was pretty impressed that I put myself out there like that. I'm a very closed person and am slow to allow others to get to know me. I returned this spring to the acting course and have enjoyed it greatly. My wife keeps telling me that I don't give myself enough credit. She's probably more right than I'm willing to admit.
I can't make any promises on how often I'll be adding posts, but as I mentioned above, only time will really tell with this. However, I do feel that it may be good for me and may act as another method of putting myself out there and breaking out from my safe, stable little world that I create for myself.
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
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